I'm proud to say that I don't depend on people. Mainly because I've learned that sooner or later they learn to leave you. I know a handful of people who depend on their best friend and/or family members and to be honest...I feel bad for them. I understand that it's always good to have someone by your side, but I think at some point it'll bring you down. I don't need someone to make me happy or someone to talk to. Music is what gets me by, as lame as that sounds, it's true.
theres like this unspoken competition running in my house right now. see who can sleep less, see who can eat less. we dont speak of it, but thats whats going down.
'im starving! in the past 12 hours all i had was a bowl of cereal and two bars!' 'yeah well i only had a bowl of cereal' 'yeah well yesterday i had a packet of crisps and that was it'
'omg last night i went to bed at like..four!' 'yeah well i turned off the laptop at quater past six and then watched nikelodeon..'
i always win when it comes to sleep, i have insomnia. so i guess thats not reaally competition there..i’m a serious competitor, theres just no winning when im around. i’m not deliberitly not eating food, its just i have no appetite for anything. and im not losing weight either so it blows either way.the only thing i can manage to eat is Yeo Valley yoghurt in vanilla. i have giant tubs of it in my fridge.. so.good.
i look preetty dreadful these days. i blame it on the lack of sleep. im going to shower. later.
I just realized how different my friends and I are... I mean I listen to a completely different genre of music. I have different taste in boys and life styles. How are we friends...? I feel like I'm living a double life, no joke.
“If you haven’t noticed, all the “Axl Roses” of the 21st century just look like a joke. And staying positive is definitely a choice. You have to decide whether or not your life is worth wasting on negativity.”—Hayley Williams. (via welovewilliams)
Brand New Eyes Concert Intro [Live in Philadelphia 17-10-09] by Paramore.
So your father told you once that you were his princess, but you don’t see your castle and you cannot find your prince. And now you’ve grown a lot, and your dresses don’t fit right, your daddy’s not a hero, he stole your chariot.
So here you are in pieces, trying you prove to us it’s real, the softness of your smile and the lies you want to feel. And the scales beneath your skin are showing off today, there’s evil in your heart and it wants out to play.
I’ve made a home here for me, don’t burn it down with your fantasy.
i love to travel. i’m gonna travel in fifth year.alll of south america for me. i’m verrrryyy fortunate to say that my family is into travelling and i’ve been to a lot of places. some only once but i dont think it matters.i’ve been to;
england, france, germany, spain, bulgaria, majorca, egypt, & america.
and soon to be italy.. by next summer! i count my blessings, but my family works hard to get us to those places so it makes me proud to say that i’ve been, ‘cause we’ve acomplished something together.go team!
1. Misery Business 2. Born For This 3. Ignorance 4. Feeling Sorry 5. That’s What You Get 6. CrushCrushCrush 7. Pressure 8. Careful 9. The Only Exception —-Intermission—- 10. When It Rains (Acoustic) 11. Where The Lines Overlap (Acoustic) 12. Misguided Ghosts (Acoustic) 13. Decode 14. Looking Up 15. My Heart 16. Let the Flames Begin 17. Brick by Boring Brick
Tumblr is real life, with real people and their real characters. Every follower is my real friend, people who don't give a damn about how I look and how I dress. People who are only interested in who I truly am. Every "follow" means "Hey you seem like an interesting person, I'd like to be friends with you and see if we have something in common". Every "reblog" says "Hey I like this thing too/I feel exactly the same way!". Every "unfollow" can scream "I don't really enjoy the things you like" without having to get caught in an awkward conversation. Tumblr is real life, with less drama.
i just had to make one, there seemed to be one for every other band..
“Hey everybody, my name is T! I live in Tennessee. In Nashville with my friends and family. Hey everybody, you want a snack? I’ll take that if I get a ring, then I’ll give it to Jimmy Pimmy. Hey, anybody want a corndog?”
I still respect you even though your yelling fuck you at me.
Are you from Tennessee? Cause you’re the only ten I see.
…..She’s from Mississippi.
Hi I’m Hayley and I play the drums.
I AM NOT LATE! =))
i mean look at the size of them! they’re massive!… we’re just a big breasted bandd.. :) hhaha.
Help me come back down, From high above the clouds, You know I’m suffocating, But I blame this town, Why do I deny, The things that burn inside, Down deep I’m barely breathing, But you just see a smile, And I don’t wanna let this go, Really, I just want to know
i was a heavy heart to carry, my beloved was weighed down. my arms around his neck, my fingers laced a crown. my feet dragged across the gound, and he took me to the river- where he slowly let me drown.
my love has concrete feet, my love’s an iron ball. wrapped around your ankles, over the waterfall.
i’m so heavy, heavy. heavy in your arms. i’m so heavy, heavy. heavy in your arms.
and is it worth the wait? all this killing time? are you strong enough to stand, protecting both your heart and mine?
<3who is the betrayer? the killer in the crowd? the one who creeps in corridors and doesnt make a sound<3
#nowplaying- Florence and the Machine- Heavy In Your Arms
to be catoagorzed as a tumblr stereotype you must; a) suffer with insomnia- why else would you be on tumblr? b) be a scene/indie/rock/goth kid. HARDCORE. c) must love piercings and tattoos- who doesnt love pain? d) must be addicted to msn, skype or aim. e) think of yourself as so cool and indivual that you have to post semi naked pictures of yourself- hello topless tumblr tuesday?
ive read things similar like this on countless blogs and im sick of it. i like all those things-maybe not the topless tuesday but most anyway.
insomnia? its nothing to joke about. sure its great when you’re out late and you’re having a sleepover or whatever, or you have late night msn convos with your bestfriends but otherwise? its hell. its just horrible. every minute is an eternity. silence becomes louder and louder until you cant take it anymore. you appearance suffers. you get bags under your eyes and you’re always as white as a sheet. you end up on sleeping pills, and eventually you grow immune to them. insomnia? its nothing to joke about.
scene kids? goths, rockers? indie kiddies? so what if you want to be different, be an individual. blogs are a way of expressing yourself. everyone else? enjoy being sheep,losers.
unless you’ve gotten a piercing-dont say shit. percings are painful yeah, but its a thrill. i mean it sounds ridiculous- someone puts a needle through your skin and then replaces it with jewlery? adrenaline junkies. same with tattoos, and they also represent something you love. like lyrics or a name.how is something so meaningful so terrible? its not. so shutup.
msn doesnt even need an explanation.. :’)
Tumblr Topless Tuesday? whatever you’re into. not my business.
but still.. so what if people like these things? its like a group of people who like and endure the same things in the same community. isnt that what a community is? a group of people with the same intrests? ive made great friends throughh tumblr and i hope to continue making friends cause you know what? these people are great cause everyone likes the same things. so if you wanna talk us down, go for it.
im actually infatuated with the whole ‘Vampire’ trend right now..( and NO, i do not mean Twilight) i mean True Blood, Vampire Diaries & House Of Night.
i’ve re-read every book from every one of those series countless times. i think i just like good writing. although, they’re all completely different writers and have completely different writing styles i just love the whole ‘my boyfriend is a vampire’ thing.
above all, i love TrueBlood the most. Charlaine Harris has to be one of the best authors i’ve ever read. seriously. i got the box set for christmas with the 10 books and havent put them down since.(i’m a fast reader started 27th December and had them all read by January 16th) i just keep re-reading. ‘Living Dead In Dallas’ has to be my favourite, by far. i just love the novel, if True Blood had a definition, it would be ‘Living Dead In Dallas’ because its still True Blood, its not True Blood with added characters and a newer story line with Were’s/Supe’s/Shifters/Witches/Faeries. there’s no Quin, Alcide or Debbie Pelt.
its the core where you have the Sookie-Bill relationship, Sookie still works a lot in the bar, Eric only starts to show his, er, affection for Sookie and she’s still out doing busness for Eric and you have things like the Fellowship Of The Sun etc. if you were to read Living Dead In Dallas and skip to the 11th book, Dead In The Family, you’d swear they were completely different books. but still such a great read.
i could have sworn i was Team ‘Eric Northman’ after i found out about Bill Compton but after re-reading the Sookie-Bill relationship books i’m kind of sitting on the fence right now. any TB readers here? Let me know.