theres like this unspoken competition running in my house right now. see who can sleep less, see who can eat less. we dont speak of it, but thats whats going down.
‘im starving! in the past 12 hours all i had was a bowl of cereal and two bars!’
‘yeah well i only had a bowl of cereal’
‘yeah well yesterday i had a packet of crisps and that was it’
‘omg last night i went to bed at like..four!’
‘yeah well i turned off the laptop at quater past six and then watched nikelodeon..’
i always win when it comes to sleep, i have insomnia. so i guess thats not reaally competition there..i’m a serious competitor, theres just no winning when im around.
i’m not deliberitly not eating food, its just i have no appetite for anything. and im not losing weight either so it blows either way.the only thing i can manage to eat is Yeo Valley yoghurt in vanilla. i have giant tubs of it in my fridge.. so.good.
i look preetty dreadful these days. i blame it on the lack of sleep.
im going to shower. later.
because her life? it truly sucks..
and theres nothing i can do to make it better.
We carry these things inside that no one else can see.
They hold us down like anchors,they drown us out at sea.
I’ve got a secret.
It’s on the tip of my tongue,
It’s on the back of my lungs..
And I’m gonna keep it.
i love you aislinggg xolav you too shell <3” —(via shellox)
Paramore were announced as the winners of Kerrang’s best album award for 2009’s brand new eyes. Check out a tweet from Hayley Williams below.
Thanks to all our amazing fans in the UK for making ‘brand new eyes’ the best album of the year at Kerrang Awards!! Can’t wait to come back!